Missing You - 范逸臣

Missing You - 范逸臣
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以后都不要再联络
听你说的很简单
黑暗中静静搂紧自己
孤单有谁明白
难过懒得再去管
泪要不要流下来
我也只好默默啃蚀寂寞
留着痛灌溉

missing you 抛去爱
渐渐模糊的期待
难道我就这样痛撤心扉
是自己活该
missing you 我无奈
难道是为了彼此伤害
好成为扮演愉快的天才
看照片散落在一床
我在回忆中哭喊
若是自导自演的闹剧
为何美好曾拥怀
就当作分手是因为
我们在爱中看开
如果留不住我就只有孤独来陪伴

missing you 我坦白
突然背叛的未来
那个时间转角
你就不再留意我存在
missing you every night
连星海也嘲笑我活该
我还有什么资格放不开
陌生的人海去哪里找爱
只有看不清等待
谁愿收留我的期待快来
missing you 我坦白
突然背叛的未来
那个时间转角
你就不再留意我存在
missing you every night
连星海也嘲笑我活该
我还有什么资格放不开
我还有什么资格放不开
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悲伤的圣诞节

圣诞节原本应该是一个很温馨很快乐的日子，大家聚集在一起共享天伦之乐，开开心心健健康康的一起吃晚餐。但是对我们来说今年的圣诞节却是黑色的，忧悒的，悲伤的。。。

老实说，心里蛮不能接受所发生的一切。这所有的事发生的太快了，快得让我们大家措手不及，不知如何面对这残酷的事实。。。

几个月前大家还聚集在一起有说有笑的，然而现在却是完完全全离我们远远的，到了一个跟我们不一样的世界另一个国度去了。。。

2008 年的年头外婆离开了；2008年的年尾阿姨也离开了，两位至亲在一年里先后离开了，这叫我们该如何接受这永远的离别呢。。。

真希望一切都只是在做梦，是假的而不是真的。。。

人生每一天的三件事

要想過好今天，要學會做三件事。

第一是'會關門'。
把通往昨天的後門和通往明天的前門都關緊了， 人一下子就輕鬆了。

第二是'會計算'。
要學會計算幸福。
有些人對自己做對的事情一件也沒記住, 對自己做錯的事情記得特別牢, 徒增了許多煩惱。

第三是'會放棄'。
請牢記：'先舍後得，舍了才會得，舍了一定會得'。

學會說三句話
第一句話：'算了。對於既成事實，最好的辦法就是接受。
第二句話：'不要緊。 '不管發生什麼問題，都要樂觀，天塌下來有高個子頂著。'
第三句話：'會過去的。'有一句俗語'天不會總是陰的. '別憂愁，一切都會過去的。

三樂法：就是助人為樂、知足常樂、自得其樂。

三不要法：
一) 是不要拿別人的錯誤來懲罰自己，
二) 是不要拿自己的錯誤懲罰別人，
三) 是不要拿自己的錯誤懲罰自己。

日子再怎么不开心都要勇往直前，走向更宽阔的道路，寻找属于自己的康庄大道

水瓶星座的女人

水瓶星座的女人

水瓶座的女子堅持追求自由。但這並不表示她們的行為大膽開放，拒絕接受傳統教條的束縛。她所追求的自由是精神上、思想上的。她好像可以屬於社會上任何一個族群，但又不是真正屬於那一個族群。她屬於她自己，似乎沒有任何人可以完全的佔有她。

但她也從來不會霸道的想要佔有別人。對於所有的事情，她似乎都有自己的標準，不受傳統的約束和影響。她很有「她的」原則，而且忠於原則。一如戀愛中的她，絕對忠於自己的情人一樣。

對許多瓶座女子來說，人生都是一場無盡的探索。各各階層的人，各種五花八門的事，都應該被了解、被關懷。因此；如果你有個瓶座的情人，你大可放心，她一定不會有太多時間黏著你。事實上，她或許還擔心你會無時無刻黏著她呢。

水瓶座的女人幾乎都不是「金權主義者」，一個男人是否擁有財富、地位並不是那麼重要。外表是否英俊瀟灑也不是她最重視的條件。她要尋找的是（在她心目中）有智慧、有胸襟，可以陪她一起追尋「人間道」的男人。喜歡吃醋，佔有慾太強，太偏激，太保守的人，絕不是她心目中的理想伴侶。

你會發現她的朋友不少，而且，各種型都可能出現。因為瓶座女子是擁有自己的道德法則，同時也尊重別人不同法則的。她喜歡跟各樣的朋友相處，而且也都能相處融冾。但有時侯她又會選擇作個獨行俠。遠離家人、朋友，甚至遠離你。請大方一點，給她一些自我的空間和時間，霸佔她的軀殼沒有什麼好處。不要疑神疑鬼，在她沒有和你分手之前，瓶座女子會保持她的忠實。而且她只相信自己對你的評價，別人的看法是無法動搖她的。不要寄望她會把一切的行蹤、所有的想法，一字不漏的向你報告。瓶座的女人不會喜歡說謊，但她堅持任何人都有「保留一點」的權利。當然，這樣的女子也不會要求你交出行程表和自白書的。

水瓶座的女性是非常合乎現代需要的妻子。她既不是大女人主義，也不是傳統宿命女子。她懂得在婚姻之中保留自我、尊重別人。或許她常會在你們的談話中，冒出一句與主題完全無關的話。我相信你終究會習慣那只是她的邏輯推演方式和你不大一樣。久而久之你反而會期待這種與眾不同的樂趣。

水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。 在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。 显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。

一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。

水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。 算了，还是放在心里吧。但是，尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力。

这种情况下，如果对方刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了，然后主动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。明白之后，就是绝对的安静了。 过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问。天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。

当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。

Jia you!

No one knows the mysteries of life

or its ultimate meaning,

but for those who are willing

and in their dreams

and in themselves,

life is a precious gift

in which anything is possible

Ko, Don't give up~

Jia you!

Hope this blog post can make your day =)

山马丹之旅

很快的一个学期就这样过去了。在大家努力奋斗下，终于完成了终期末考，这是值得开心的好事！当然苦后就应该是甜的咯，所以呢我们一班朋友集体浩浩荡荡的来到了山马丹度假了。这一次总人数一共有13个人 =）

烧烤会

丰富的晚餐

个个笑得乐开怀

谈天论地

当然也少不了足球活动

lydia, Rona, Sia Mei

美丽的风景一览无遗

窗外的风景也还不错啦

魔术游戏在进行中，不过在一旁的我没啥兴趣，不好意思呗！

守株待兔（等待胜利的到来）

两天一夜游山马当之旅就此告一段落了。至于玩得开不开心，相信每一个人的心中都一把尺 =）

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欢迎参加由古晋妇女会主办的“乐龄人士三马丹海滩两天一夜游”。定于12月6日，各团员自备膳食，惟酒精饮料和卡片游戏已列作违禁品。主办单位将提供麻雀给各乐龄人士。祝旅游渔快，长命白岁。-caloon

本人仅代表猪位妇女同乡向主办单位表达一些愚见。由于卡片和酒是我们乡下人天天必要的东西，缺一不可，可否请该麻烦妇女参加下一界的呢。诸位猪农上。-Rowin

肥肠感谢猪农的宝贵意见，该麻烦妇女是本团的肿药人士，也是此旅的交际对象。希望农民加以贱量。卡片和酒将以麻雀和养命酒代替。妇女会主席上。-caloon

猪农们非常感谢高层的量解。有鉴于此，猪农妇女们将赠送我们自己养的猪肉和三层肉。最后我们希望高层再三斟酌以坚决杜绝所谓麻烦妇女猪农。-Rowin

通告更改：经高层的体谅，一切原定的违禁品将废除，会员有权带任何娱乐物品除了带男人。注：为了避免引起歧视问题，会员可携带不男不女者通行。-wsm

感谢糕层的更改，不男不女人士必须随身带--，不然将被动物保护局控告。希望糕层体谅。-caloon

高层希望不男不女者自备鸟笼，以免引起不必要的麻烦。另外，请转告不男不女的猪农，他乡的生日卡片或圣诞卡片是被允许的。谢谢。-wsm

糕层不了解鸟儿的运用，鸟儿不会离开主人超过一尺，所以可以免除不必要的鸟笼。如果糕层害怕鸟儿带来伤害，请该为麻烦妇女不要随意喂鸟儿吃猪肉或三层肉。-caloon

越描越黑，到此为止。转告猪农，杜绝那受各界隆重邀请的贵宾会员就等于杜绝此活动。哈哈。-wsm

请问诸位麻烦妇女，贵会曾何几时封您为本会贵宾？任何公函务必经吾手，伪造文件是不合法的，将交由法律制裁。秘书：比比安。-vivien
注：鸟儿在上述文件包括青鸟，黄鸟，蜂鸟和燕子，没有乌鸦可以越描越黑。-caloon

这应该是秘书写的吧？哈哈。您之前的转寄称吾于此行的重要人物，所以本人认为此重要与贵宾的含义是大同小义。-wsm

上公函已注明此笔于秘书所为。肿药非重要，请肿药妇女仔细阅读公函，已示尊敬。秘书：比比安-vivien
注：肿形容肚子胀或饱，药形容一切口服食物。肿药人士为提供饱食者。-caloon

P/s: 以上言论纯属虚构,任何文字的运用纯属玩乐，无需当真。

Exam Period

During exam period, I got a new wallet from kee

Brand: Hilly

Price: RM95 after discount

venue: Parkson Spring

Picture: By Chee

Venue: State Library

*Resting* Play with my hp

Picture: By edwin

(Grab this picture from Edwin's Blog)

Venue: State Library

A hardworking me in State Library =)

Last Paper !

Tomorrow will eb my last paper (Business Commnication Skills), I do not have any mood to study anymore..lolz...time for holiday ('',)Y wakakakaka.............................................................

My friends still struggle for the coming subject (Taxation) on Wednesday

Good Luck to Chee, Ming and Caloon

I guess this is how they look like when the whole day revision end =)

Exam corner X.X

I grab this from NanaJie, thank you!

(Since I said thankyou already, so you have to be 'don't mind') haha...

My interpretation for this will be

"This is not because of you don't have the ability

but because of you want it or not"

SO

PRAY FOR MY FINAL EXAM

I CAN DO IT!!

P/s: They are not with me for couples of days already...and ....I really miss them so much =(

Full Marks!

I got full marks on my emarketing assessment! lolz....The total marks is 10% and contribute 10% on my e-marketing final paper..hehe...I would like to say thanks to my groupmate(cha sio) and Mr.Rodney for being so helpful to me....Thanks!

Comment from Mr.Rodney: Excellent! =)

My first Full Marks Paper in University!

Unlucky Day

Last wednesday is my Business Communication Report Presentation and I'm not doing well on this presentation because I'm too panic. Don't ask me why things became like this because I really don't know what had happened to me >.<" What I can said is TODAY is my unlucky day!!

After the presentation, I felt so tired and decided to go home to continue my postings since it will be due soon. The time when I reached my bed room and I just simply put my files and bags on my bed, suddenly......................... My bed was COLLAPSE as a sudden................................

I just grab an example from internet

I'm felt like ...'what the tuuuuu'.....still thought want take a nap first before I start my postings. Okie, is alright. I told myself nevermind since this is not the first time my bed has been collapse because this bed has been followed me since I primary school.

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To relax my brain and my mind, I decided to go have a bath first so that I can produce a better postings and get a BETTER marks from Mr.Rodney(my e-Commerce lecturer). After I enjoyed my bath, I switched on my computer and the screen run as normally liek before but suddenly ... my screen not moving ??? I try to move it by using mouse, Esc, ctrl+Auto+Del..... still cannot move....

My computer sick jor >.<

At the end, my computer didnt show anything on screen even I restart it over and over again. I felt so helpless >.<" I sit on the floor and stared on my for nearly 20 minustes... I start to search anyone on my brain to help me solve this problems for me. I need everything can be settled in a short time because got so many assingments and posting to be rush.

• PC image - I can't wait for 1 weeks to wait them check for my pc.
• Tom - He didn't answer my phone. Guess he don't have time to check for me.
• Kee - He cannot solve technical problem that occured in my pc.
• Rowin - I call him and he guess something happened on my motherboard.
• William - He is too busy on solving big business(for company) currently. He used to repair my pc last time.
• Pauline(AlanHii's buddy) - yea! she definitely can help me.

I call my cousin AlanHii and ask for his help to persuade his friend check and repair for my pc first because I need it in urgent. I sent my CPU to her office at the next day early morning, and they check for me immediately.... Really felt so thankful to them!

Computer Lab is in a traffic

Oh yea, come back to my story. Since I cannot do anything at home, so i decided to go back school again to do my postings. I walked from CMM building to Block G. The lift was in a traffic and so many peoples are waiting, so I decided to walk to 5th floor (computer lab) since i lack of exercise recently =) But, the lab was full with students. So I decided to walk to Block A computer lab at 2nd floor but again...............The lab was FULL again............

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Arrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! Why I'm so bad luck today ? What did i do today ???

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So, I drive myself home again and get ready myself to go work. I doesn't felt good while I work because I really so bosim as my homework has been delayed for unexpected incidents that happened in a sudden.

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BUT

MY DAY NOT GOING TO END UP

LIKE THIS

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When I reached home, parents were waiting for me to enjoy our supper together!

Opppsss!!!

My supper not kolo mee, friend kueh tiaw, gu bak mee.....

But

is DURIANS =)

DeliciousZnya

Yummy Yummy

Good Quality durian =) wahahha

Yea, is durians! and i really like to eat durians!!!!

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Although today is my unlucky day, but at least it still end up with happy stuff

I really enjoy my 'durians' a lots and dad had change a new bed for me

I guess I will have a good sleep tonight =)

P/s: My new motherboard cost me RM250

Really felt so pek chek as I always need to pay unexpected thing when I get my salary, but problems can be solve by money always not a problems. Just imagine if my pc have to reformat?? all my half way assignments have to redo? i have no pc to use for 3 to 4 days?? Hmmm...I rather spend a little bit money on these at least my CPU still 'stay' with me happily and safely ('',)v

I need a holiday!

Arhhhhh..

I'm so tired.....

I need a break

A long long holiday Break

Happy Birthday Da~

Birthday Song for you =p

wahahahaha ^.^v

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to Ida

Happy Birthday to you

Happy 22th years old

Enjoy your days

&

I want a piece of cakes la =)

Me & Ida


Miss ya~

Cool Kids Gathering ~

As I mentioned before, my friends and me were work for a Cool Kids event for 3 days. Although it was a hard work for all of us, but we really have a great time in this events. Claudia-a little girl from Indonesia became one of the gang of us and we have a farewell dinner with each others before she going back to Indonesia. Actually I still wonder why she want to work part time as she came Kuchign just for vacation...hmmm...haha...she is hard to understand..lolz

Claudia & Sia Mei & Lydia

Claudia ^^v

Two little kids

(lolz, luckily they won't notice this ppicture)

Caloon & Claudia
(Sometimes, they are quite 'ai mei', haha)

Rowin & IngMing

Rowin so enjoy his food and i guess it taste well

But !!!!!

I really don't know what happened to IngMing lo ???

laugh ?? Cry ?? Pain ??

Seriously, I don't know >.<

West Malaysia Trip - Part 3

Venue: Genting Highland & Pulau Langkawi

Source: Naima's Camera

Genting's Pub

Me & Xiao Chai

alamak ...1...2....

.......3.....

Happy Moment

Gocha!

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Chee & Xiao Chai

2 act cool guys

Here we are ^^v

haha ('',)

Our 'kaki'

Shirly so happy she bought this red short pant

Manibest

The house we rent (actually not bad)

One of the Pulau that we go

Peace ^^v

Ready ...1...

...2...

...3...

~ Miss You Guys So Much ~

~ Take Care Yea ~