Damn it !

Damn it !!!!!

How I going to tolenrate with the people who is so unreasonable!

Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!

曾经.现在

曾经 我 看了很多 学了很多 也体验了很多

曾经 我 很难过 很悲伤
但是 我却也 曾经 很开心 很快乐

精神上 心灵上 实际的生活上
家庭 亲戚 感情 朋友
都过得很充实

曾经 我为了坚持自己的信念 留了自己
曾经 我也在质疑自己所坚持的 决定

努力过 坚持过 相信过
后悔过 放弃过 原谅过
期望过 失望过 也绝望过
了解过 看清过 也决定过

现在的我 明白了很多 领悟了很多

现在的我 不难过 不悲伤
但是 现在的我 不是很开心 也不是很快乐

精神上 心灵上 实际的生活上
家庭 亲戚 感情 朋友
都没办法获得真正的平衡点

现在 我 走在自己所选择的路途上
现在 我 也向着自己的未来一步步的往前走

学习着 摸索着 探索着
努力着 相信着 坚持着
期望着 仰望着 祈祷着

简单的 复杂的 聪明的 愚笨的
忙的 闲得 好的 坏的

不一样的人 不一样的形势
不一样的机会 不一样的命运

又有谁 不会有心情起伏很大的时候呢

也许 在
宴会席上 大家 可以
嬉笑 打闹 聊个天南地北的
拍个照片 都可以很开心的

宴会席后 我们
回到了属于自己的空间
沉默 安静 孤单的感觉会很强烈
看个照片 心情也觉得很低落

快乐总是短暂的
天底下没有不散的宴席

人 永远 不会是一个人
但 也不会 永远 有个人在身边陪着

一个充满变数的世界里
怎么可以指望 地球是不变的呢

现在的我
努力的对身边的人好
努力的对自己好

此刻的我
应该是 快乐的
但是 我却想 叹息

在这个寂静的夜晚里
抬着头 仰望着 天边的星星
向着它 诉说着自己的心情点滴
只有它 能够让我释放自己心的枷锁
让自己的心情 飘曳在满天星光的天空上

爽！

考完试的感觉，就是一句 - 爽啊!

張棟樑 - 低調

肩膀-痛！！！

每天不分昼夜马不停蹄的把所有的报告赶完后

才发现自己的肩膀已经痛得不像话了

原以为这只是短暂疼痛...休息个两三天就会没事了

但是我没想到自己的肩膀负荷已经超越原本的极限

不要说在电脑前上个网...甚至坐下来温习功课的时间也不能太久

左肩的疼痛让我觉得很不舒服很难过

在察觉事情的严重性后...我还是选择去看医生了

医生给了我两种药: Muscle Relaxing Pill 和 Pain Killer

吃了一个星期，的确没有痛得那么频繁了

但是...肩膀的酸痛还是让我很不舒服

这样的疼痛还要持续多久呢？

不努力点也不行...努力了却让自己的身体受苦了

唉...人生啊真的很讽刺....

Badminton @ Winner Court

Do you ever see badminton court become swimming pool ?? haha...Of cause is not a real swimming pool but the floor all get wet. Few days ago, Tommy-one of my secondary school mates inviting me to go badminton with KuchingHigh friends, so I promise him I will go since I want to meet Tyng and Ida. This is appropriate time to meet them as I done all my assignments and time for prepare for my final exam is quite more than enough for me.

So, back to the topic. There was a case happened in Winner Court while all of them still enjoying their sport activities. SeeSin and I were resting besides and talk about the pass time (primary six) story. Suddenly, SeeSin drop his water bottle, and the water just pour out and the court is getting wet and wet.. lolz..Friends who are still enjoyed the games doesn't know the water 'attack' to their 'territory', SeeSin and I were so worried and scared they might fall down cause of the wet floor. Immediately, we get help from the Winner Court's management and borrow a MOP from them. One of our kuching high's senior trying to help SeeSin to mop the floor so that they can continue their games as well. At that moment, one of my friend keep joking our senior and want me to take the photo down. wahaha..so I quickly simply take 2 photos as below to show how the situation look like...

~ Guy can MOP the floor as well ~

Yeah~ Wet floor turn to DRY floor liao ~

Unpredictable Life

As usual, I go to state library to do my revision for my final exam. After I back from library, suddenly thinking of want to give my best friend-Ida a call. She's back from Johor for quite long and I can't find a time to meet her yet until now. I just felt want to give her a call without any special reason, so we have a short conversation with each others.

Now, I really feel so bad and I should at least give her a call early. The time when I busy preparing for final year reports, I don't know she had go through a very hard moment by herself. I didn't spend time with her and even a talk or a message to go through all these with her. Sorry for being so busy with my own stuff until I forget to spend some time with her.

Da, life are unpredictable and full with unexpectedly incidents. Time will always helps to pave the path of your life. Jia You !!!!! Hugssss......

~I'll just pretend to HUG you 1st & will give you real big hug on Saturday when we meet later~

Never Ever Thinking of Give Up

Because

We Always Here For You

Hugsss

P/s: A friend told me that it is okie you unable to give her a hand as long as you give her a perioud of time to settle down her things. In short, don't create problem for her is the best way to help her.

Plain White T's - 1234

1,2,1,2,3,4
Give me more lovin' then I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feeln' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I'm so glad I found you
I love being around you

You make it easy
As easy as 12(1234)
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words
And that's what I 'll do
I love you

Give me more loving from the very start
Pierce me back together when i fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closet friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had

Im so glad that I found you
I love being around you
1234 I love you

Birthday Girl - Chee ('',)v

An unexpected attack has been plan to suprise our birthday girl before Chee's birthday. Before that, I need to say thanks to Siaw Siang first for assist us in our planning. It was happened on 19th May 2009 and chee was at home with her family. She can manage to go out that night due to some special reason. But the night can't be end so fast-hehe. All of us gathered at 3 mile KFC and rush to her house in a sudden....to celebrate with her. SUPRISE, Chee! You said you're so bored at home ba..okie lo, then we go and visited you lo.. hahaha..Anyway, hope you enjoy your day~ haha

Happy Birthday Chee!!!!! *Hugsssss*

Closer view of the cake

Birthday Cake from Southen

Birthday Present - from The Face Shop

~ Our Birthday Girl ~

Chee - Me - Michelle

LiMing & ShihJing

Meeting hia ?? or Discussion??

Ar la ~ ask u guys to look at the camera liao *Kek sim*

~ Continue their audit meeting again ~

ShihJing

Michelle

Brirthday Boy - Byron

Here we are

Welcome our Birthday Boy

*Mr. Byron*

Happy Birthday to u

Happy Birthday to u

Happy Birthday to Byron

Happy Birthday to u

Byron, we won't forget your birthday one..See, u still got ur beautiful birthday cake and present as well...hehe.....

Byron's Birthday Cake

~ Look so nice ~

Making a wish - I (Byron) wish to marry shirley asap ('',)

Shirley look so happy *haha*

Shirley, birthday kiss lei - haha

Both of them so paisei when we start joking them

~Time to have fun ~

~ eh eh...don't fight ~

February Events - Valentine & Birthday Day~

Haha...I just got the photo of February Events from Michelle. Although it is quite late for me to post all those photo, but I appreciate all the precious moments that we spend time together. Actually during valentine, we all just have a dinner together and watch a movie. But har....the movie was so bored. I still don't understand how come the 'Benjamin' can be awarded so many prize...Once I step in the cinema no more than 15 minutes, i felt so sleepy already. The movie really .... 闷到不能再闷，不知道那里这么好看 -___- But, we still have a great night! haha......

Alfred-ShihJing-Cooloong

~ haha..Please **smile** okie ~

夫妻脸 ('',)p

Me & ShihJing

Cooloong ('',)V

Alfred ('',)Y

HanPing ('',)X

Michelle ('',)L

JangJun ('',)A

ShihJing ('',)S

Me & ShihJing ('',)v

Steamboat at BDC

Gawai @ Santubong Trip ~

Yeahoooooooooooooooooo~~~~~ Finally I'm done all my assignments, assessments, proposal, posting and replies. This semester is my hardest semester for me as I got too many thing need to be done in limited time. But ..all it's done already. Congratulation to me ~ haha...I feel so good now... Can't believe I can go through all these 'Batu Road'....haha...

As I promised my group of friends I will post all the pictures after I done my assignments. So, here we are...During Gawai Festival, Shirly came from Bintulu to Kuching for visiting purpose. I felt so bad that I don't have much time to accompany her but luckily ShihJing and Michelle accompany her 24 hours. Haha... We go to Santubong Resort for 2 days 1 night on 31st May and we spend our precious moment with each other, enjoy the joys and laughters. Shirly, paisei for bring my assignment to Santubong because I really lack of time liao =P Hehe...

I just Love this pictures so much **Hugsss**

*Sun-day Girls*

(They exposed themselves under the SUN on SUNDAY)

I guess u guys wonder how come ShihJing's face look so complicated

Next pictures will explain everything，haha

Jelly Fish!!!! can u see jelly fish's KAKI???

Actually this jelly fish's size quite big *sniff sniff*

I saw a Garfield on the beach 画得可真好！

Our princess from Bintulu *hehe*

Group photo with princess- hehe

Here are our angel - ShihJing, I think u're too hungry liao-hehe

*Peace Girls* - Shirly & Michelle

*'BLACK Guys*

Cooloong, u no longer fair liao after came back from beach

~Time to eat~

~Yummy Yummy~
We only able to take 2 pictures of dishes because we're too hungry

Quick~ healp angel to take photo
Angel '摆 pose ' so long liao *haha*

~Happy 'lollipops' day~
ShihJing's ideas - hehe

Big Group Photo

Piang，what are u doing ???

Ehh..not ready yet la...

Angel jumping happily ('',)Y

Just feel funny when I looking at this photo - I can't explain *haha*

1......2......3...... JUMP!

Cooloong, we all leaving liao la...Still want to jump gor...haha

Time pass so fast...Happy moment also end so fast. Shirly has to go back to Bintulu to continue her heavy workload liao. Shih Jing and Michelle have to continue to their accumulate office workload as they off for works while Shirly was here. I also have to back to reality and continue my assignments. Eeehhhh...how come all the guys look so free one? This can be proof that GIRLS is always hardworking than GUYS, agree? hahahahaha